Eu resolvi fazer cupcakes! Ja tenho conta pra escrever fanfic mesmo, to sem paciência pra capítulos extensos e histórias com a meeeesma temática. De vez em quando vai me dar uma vontade de postar meus cupcakes nonsense aqui e é o que eu vo fazer hoje.
Ps réi: Ingles sim, me expresso melhor. Diálogos em tópicos, é típico da minha escrita.
Enjoy... or not, dontgivafuck =*
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| The Shadow and The Light |
I was never aware.
Those long stares, that smirk, the kind of relationship we had since the beginning and all the complex context of raising a child together. And she was no good, the entire town used to say: ‘’don’t get near her, don’t try any confrontation, you’ll always loose, she rules it all.’’
She ruled my mind for a while; maybe I was blind with the ‘’evil thing’’ about her past in another land, about the pain my son had to take from her stupid decisions, putting revenge ahead of any feeling; she made me wish to run away with Henry and never come back, but the boy loves that woman and she earned his affection, even if sometimes all she loves to do is screw everything around, god knows why.
It was really cold in that ship. Neverland seemed never to come, was getting dark and I wanted to be on my own to rethink the entire moment; my coat was getting wet from sea water and rainy weather, but memories started to warm me inside; oh, those pretty eyes begging for love and redemption, the strength of our energy burning through our hands while we tried to save the world. Once and again I saved her life and every time she thanked my with a long stare full of regret, I felt like she wanted to tell me something else. But she never did.
Mary came closer and held me gently putting one arm around my waist. It’s like mother instincts: she always knows when something’s bothering me
-What a long day
-Tell me about it
-Are you ok? We’re cooking something, you really should eat after all the strength you had to waste shutting down the device.
Again, all those memories made my body shiver: the feeling of death coming closer while that blue light started to glow more and more, Regina staring at me with crying eyes, a soft smile in the corner of her mouth letting me know my help was actually working pretty fine.
-Emma?
-What
-What was that? The look on your face?
-Oh, I was thinking about today, at the mines.
-Is Regina isn't’ it?
My eyes opened so wide she secretly laughed
-I’m not, I just… how is she anyway?
-Why don’t you ask her yourself?
-I’m not sure I’m ready for her insults, It’s being a long day and…
-She's not going to insult you. I sow her just across the ship, all alone and away. Maybe you should join her with your thoughts and figure out what's really going on.
My heart almost jumped of my chest.
-Mother, there's nothing going on. What are you suggesting?
-Darling, I know there is something about you both that fits perfectly, like shadow and light.
- WHAT? Are you insinuating I'm in love with her, is that?
Mary stared at me confused
-No, It never crossed my mind.
-But you just said we complete each other like the shadow and..
-You guys have to work together as a team, the magic you both creates is really powerful, that's what I meant!
I was searching for a hole to put my head and die.
-Oh, I"m sorry mom, it's so absurd, right? I'm not even...
-That's not the issue, Emma, you know I don't care about who it is, I just want you to be happy.
-But I'm not in love ok? This is crazy.
-Totally
-Well, I gotta go check on David, don't forget to come down and eat something.
-Ok mom, thanks
I turned around and faced the endless ocean again. A deep and low voice called my name
-Miss Swan?
I closed my eyes with anticipation, expecting something not so nice to be said
-Madam Mayor
-Of what? A ship? I'm not even friend to the captain
She smiled and joined me in the quarterdeck
-Am I bothering your moment alone?
-Not at all
-I see Mary Margaret already did it
I was just waiting for some bitter comment about my mother. Typical.
-She never bothers me, Regina. She's my mother and she cares about...
-I"m sorry.
I was as shocked and surprised as I was the first time she apologized to me at Granny's
-No problem
-This family thing is not quite usual to me. The only family I had was ripped away from my arms
-Regina, I...
-Don't. Is behind us now, right?
She gave me the same smirk she always give to me when I used to save her.
-I hope we can get along, Miss Swan. We're going to need to gather our strength to save our son
That was the first time she said ''our'' and sounded so good to hear from her gentle voice.
-Im looking foward for it,Regina
-I never had the chance to tell you this but... I"m sorry about Neal
-Oh, he's alive somewhere, I hope
-I know there's always a love story with ''happy ever after'' in the end on magic lands. I"m sure you're going to find yours.
She stared at me so hard I felt my face burning. Again with the look that wants to tell me something
-You're going to find your happy ending too.
-As soon as we can find Henry, yes.
-Ammm,Regina?
-What
-Is there something you wanna say to me??
She looked confused and ashamed at the same time
-What are you talking about,miss Swan?
-Everytime I save you, you give me a look... is like you want to tell me something... do you?
She stared again, a long and deep stare. She got closer enough to kiss me, but she didn't. My body was trembling with fear and cold. She was in a fight choosing between my lips and my eyes, but she chose to whisper in my ear:
-Do I have to?
END
Ai ficou longo =~/ Cupcake grande né? Quando começo não paro mais, afff.
Enfim, aaaah amo historinhas felizes.
Out for a smoke now.
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